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I have tried to have closure
Thu Apr 30 2009 - 04:10 pm Commented in Understanding Men : How can you understand men?
I have tried to have closure many times. I've told him time and time again I wasn't a rotten apple on the ground,(if you know the story about Women are like Apples) and he agreed. I've left out so many facts, things I've talked to him and read about.
He is on the road all week. He leaves either Sunday night or Monday morning. He doesn't come home until late Friday night or early Saturday morning. When he is at home, he washes his clothes, his truck, his car, rides his motorcycle,... more
Aprodite, I realize all of
Thu Apr 30 2009 - 01:38 pm Commented in Understanding Men : How can you understand men?
Aprodite, I realize all of that. I have told him to leave me alone, don't call me anymore... and I mean it. He calls back, I give in.
I do enjoy part of what we do have. I only dislike the distance he seems to have to have and not know why. He called every day last week, took me to a concert Sat. everything was good, but he goes back to calling every 3 days this week. That I don't like and don't want. I'm tired of putting up with it. Now, I need my space. I want closure to what there...
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I may have mastered one
Thu Apr 30 2009 - 12:43 pm Commented in Understanding Men : How can you understand men?
I may have mastered one skill, but the unknowing, uncertainty and confusion is driving me nuts. He has never shared past experience, except he was married 25 years. I have no idea what happened there, and I don't question. He doesn't want his grown children, much less parents to meet me. I've met some of his friends, that's all. He shares things, but when I show interest and try and talk with him about it, he clams up. For instance; he is looking at a house to buy, he tells where it is, how... more
I don't know about the moving
Thu Apr 30 2009 - 08:20 am Commented in Relationships : Witholding and withdrawing behaviour
I don't know about the moving on thing, yet. Of course, it depends on what you want. I stayed with my ex for 16 years. He called me names, accused me of being on drugs and cheating on him. He beat me, left me out of any activities and gave me more chores to do. After I took my space, things worked out for a while, but sooner or later went back into the same old rut. The beatings was what made me move on.
It's bad when they call you names and tell you their twisted thoughts about what... more
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Princess, my relationship
Princess, my relationship didn't start off as fwb. It started as friends. We got close before the intimacy started. I've felt like you did every so often. For a couple of months, I'm his world. For the next month, I wondered if he ever wanted to see me again. It grew, he backed off, he came back and it grew some more, he backed off. I've sent him away so many times before and the back and forth, up and down 'round and 'round is what's driving me nuts. I wanted a formal closure this time, and... more