I was a wife who got cheated on. I know there is no pain that compares to the devastating feeling of enduring that. I felt physically ill. Sick inside so deeply that words cannot describe it. This may sound crazy, but I remember feeling I was physically violated, because someone had laid with My husband, A part of me, because when you are really close in marriage, you feel like a part of each other. I don't know how you can continue To be the one who is helping this man hurt his wife so...  more

Well tork, I was scared before we started using web cam. But after that I wasn't. He was able to convince me he liked me as I am. But yes, my self eteem was not great. About the money, I offered to pay it, but in in 3 payments, as I don't have that much at once. He's really different, he gets upset if I want to pay him back. In the beginning I wanted to leave at later date because it would me awhile to save the airfare and extra money I wanted to take with me. But, I was trying to go also...  more