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Sorry I have not gotten back
Sorry I have not gotten back with you. I have been burning the candle at both ends, and I am SO tired!
How would he know how many kisses you put on his mail, compared to the others? If he did have privy to that, then maybe it could be seen as childish. And who knows if he would have noticed?
Did he respond?
I think I mentioned in an email that we wished each other Merry Xmas. Did you read about my schedule, etc? I won't be able to be posting much here for the next... more
Boxing Day....tell me...tell
Boxing Day....tell me...tell me!
If the last message I got
If the last message I got from Almost Was, was "All understood and all Good! I'll keep you posted at the crossroads and feel free to do the same....smiles and Merry Xmas...",
would it be ok to ask him to repeat what he understands, so I am sure he really understands? I think he doesn't understand that he can be free to come back into my life if he has no confusion and desires me. Otherwise, he can roam to his heart's content, but I'm not on his list.
I'm at a stage where... more
My thinking agrees with the
My thinking agrees with the later (when I questioned why he was doing so, he tried to play it down.)
"Maybe that has something to do with the fact ive said all I need to say and have nothing left to say, or maybe its because ive been thinking, that if someone refuses to apologise, its because they are not sorry for what they have done or the hurt they have caused." (I THINK THESE ARE THE TWO MOST LIKELY. ALSO, I HAVE HAD SOME EXPERIENCES WITH NARCISSISTS---NOT SAYING HE'S ONE---BUT... more
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Today I made a campfire and
Today I made a campfire and threw in the candle Almost Was bought me on a day trip we went on. I watched it melt away and watched the smoke from the fire rise into the cold, overcast sky. I have left my hopes behind and let go of the synchronicities that were a part of why I stuck with him. The words I said to him (I cannot be friends; it would tear away at my heartstrings and also I would always have HOPE), now match up with the feelings in my heart. I have the empty candleholder to remind... more