my ex from nine years ago and my first love and first-well you know, (one in the same), has come back for yet another time. we are just friends except this time it crossed that line. for the past two months it was as if life had found it's way to align itself again. i was happy and we were spending so much time together. when we were in public he held my hand, wrapped his arms around me, kissed me, and even got close with my son. i was certain this time was different, but apparently i was wrong. i broke down and told him that i am falling for him again and never really stopped. more

Little background first: I am a reporter for a small town newspaper. I interviewed this very attractive man and then a few weeks later went back to let him look over the story. At that time, we sat and talked for a good while and he ended up taking me to lunch. We talked about simple stuff but he threw out little "hints" like "i'm trying to get you to stay" "now I don't have to consider you in a professional relationship" and then he asked me "where are we going for lunch" we had lunch together and he paid. I offered but he paid. more

I know that I shouldn't be thinking of him or even wanting him back, but for some reason I do. We were together for four months ( i know, not long enough to be missing him this long), but in those four months I felt like I had found Mr. Right. I can feel it in my heart that he is the one for me. We enjoyed spending time together, we had fun, we felt comfortable around each other and we never argued. He was the first person to believe in me. He thought I could do anything I wanted to do. He made me believe in myself. We would spend about three or four nights together. more