Hello you come for the update on my date ? ...lol okey dokey got a cup of tea / coffee? and of course a tissue to dry your eyes ;P

Well i was out last night doing my Confindance thing ....hell i was working it i did forget i was doing it to be honest i was just having a good time to care what others thought ;)

Oh leaving them wanting more by the way ...it works!! like a dream :) hence he was txting me at 7.30 this morning ...yep way to early in morning .

He wanted to take me to lunch which i did agree too last nite at some point whilst i was out ..........ok i'll admit i keep leaving him where he was and went to another club ......ermm what can i say i don't like staying in one club too long hahhaa . Not my fault i got itchy feet . he he he.

Ne way i knew, i knew him but from where ???? Then i clicked on to after i'd been awake for while today before our date .

About 3-4 yrs ago i had met him before and he blew me off for someone else ........yes it takes a while for the penny to drop with me sometimes ....he was really up his own ass back then . Thought he was god's gift .....hummm does he now???? He had it all back then money , cars, etc etc. ....Yet he interested now??

I remember how he made me feel back then I wasn't go to go on this date today .....But then you know what they say about revenge ....' A Dish Best Servred COLD'

Time for a helping of that i think ;)

So i tell him i cant go cos something had come up would have to go another time ....He said he would wait we could go out later.

I said ok anyway it got later and later on i said ok i can go now if you want to go , he was outside my house in 10mins waiting to pick me up ....yep pretty impressive he is very keen isn't he .

So we head off out for meal to this really nice resturant i was impressed . We where chatting away like you do i'm laughing in all the rite places .....thinking hummm lets see why your interested now .

Converstion went he had lost everything to his ex and money cars blah blah and was living back at home with mum he's 45 ! And he kept going on and on about it ..what a cow she was blah blah blah .

Then he said that he had worked away for 12mths after they splilt and basically spent most of his days just drinking and working but drunkn more than he earned ...hummm did he know really....Yawn!

Then we had to leave the resturant as soon as we finished our meal he need a smoke ...fair enough i smoke myself but i noticed his hands where shaking ???? We had our smoke on the way back to the car but 5 mins later he had another ,,,,then another he had 4 on the way back to town ???? lol i don't live far ....he was going to take me the cinema's i thought ooo thats nice ....the film didn't start for an hour so went to the bowling place next door yet another 2 cigs .....20 mins later he off outside for another ...i thought humm this is bad .....he came back and said that he going to struggle not having a cig while the film was on later at the cinemia ...Ok???? Hummm time to go the loo .

Came back and said ...I'm sorry i have to go something happened at home he said ok no worries he would take me home .....yet another cig ....and still going on about how he has sleep on the couch at his mums ....oh and his ex .

We get outside my house i gave him a quick peck on the lips said thank for the meal he asked if wanted to go to a party with him on thursday ...opening the car door i said yeah sure why not sounds great .

I ran in the house lol lol .

Will i be going out with him on thursday??? ....NO CHANCE!!! or any other time he will ask . I'm busy veryyyyyyyyyyy busy!

Now i'm blowing him off !

I wasn't good enough when he had it all ...now i am he's got nothing??? ..............lol really ????

He's going to find out now how it feels for someone to treat you like that ....make you feel like crap cos they presumme they where too good for you .

What goes around comes around ;)